Overall I feel that early 90's get together of the Amiga team is our best historical document in terms of the people that created that sucker. A lot of truly magical moments took place in that and it by far better than any 20 year old YouTuber doing a slide show of images they stole from the web and basically giving their own poorly written rehash of that or in many cases straight from Wikipedia... Cause that's a truly great source...
When you get a group of people who like each other together... They're going to bullshit a little bit.... They're obviously having a lot of fun... There is a hell of a lot of truth in there that I would fight anyone to the death over throwing away. However; you're not wrong with saying certain people have an agenda... I don't personally fault the character of any of that original team; it was not their fault they wanted to tell a good story... It's our fault for not picking and choosing the things that deserve to go down in history VS the funny stories meant to keep everyone in that very room having a good time as well as entertain non historically minded people watching.
I could listen to RJ talk for days... He's an utter character... Love that guy! I don't fault him for exaggerating things a little. Some of that video was not shot with them all together, it almost seemed like it was shot at a comedy hall... Or trade show... Computer expo... I don't know, but it was clearly an added thing that most certainly was designed for the audience in front of him; not the cameras.
And yes, I've heard enough about the damn dog... I don't want to hear how Mitchie is the true father of the Amiga... This is not the fault of the people joking around... No... All it takes is for the person watching to see the look on Jay Miner's face when that dog is mentioned as the father of the Amiga... A weird combination of awkwardness/forced laughter/eyes rolling... I don't think Jay, no matter how much he loved that dog, wants people going around and saying he made huge decisions based on the dogs reactions. Ya know, perhaps it's sort of true... Maybe one day in utter frustration someone did catch Jay sounding off to the dog... If they did; that would be pretty damn funny.... At the same time don't anyone sit there and think of that story as utter history... A legend at best.
Of course the team had personal grudges with some of the people/companies they were talking about... Atari... and don't anyone forget... Commodore! Please don't forget that Amiga fans could never be harder on any entity like they are against Commodore themselves. Not the Amiga... They love the Amiga.... But oh do they have a lot of bullshit to say about Commodore... Well.... Commodore International... In America... Those were the morons... In the U.K. David Pleasance could have saved everything... But they wouldn't sell him the company... And who tells you this bit of "history" that just keeps getting repeated? None other than David Pleasance himself going off to these computer/Amiga get togethers where he is a paid speaker... And people point to him as if that guy is so honest and truthful... Why? Because he dares to be of Commodore and he bad mouths Commodore! So this guy must be for real? Because he's got not gripe with Commodore... Because there's no way a part of his mind is thinking he could go down in history as the man that "could" have saved that company... Even though he most obviously did not... He thought of the Batman bundle though! Genius! - Perhaps for the U.K. - As a man that once worked for Commodore in America if he truly thinks that the Batman bundle was a smart strategy for America... To sell the Amiga at Toys R US like in Europe... Then America did a good thing with kicking his ass to the other side of the pond because he didn't have a CLUE what the American market was all about! - I suspect he does not truly believe such things; He's creating a legacy.
Even the best hearted people can be guilty of shaping a legacy. It's not their fault... On one end of the cutthroat business tycoons you have your Bill Gates... Perhaps in a virtual tie with Steve Jobs... The people who had few actual achievements but get nearly all the credit. On the other end you've got Gary Kildall and Steve Wozniak... Truly talented and utterly soulful human-beings that were indeed talented but their fault was being too damn nice... Now Bill Gates and I believe the head of IBM at the time have painted the "history" that "when IBM came knocking, Killdall wanted to fly his plane..."
And that's a good story... Dramatic... Problem? There are two people who know the truth about that situation... The head of IBM and Gary... We know what the top man at a company that sold shit computers for 5-10 grand has to say about that... Bill Gates wouldn't know dick other than what the IBM people came to him with... And Gary... Well Gary has another story....
What to believe? Sorry to say but the best students of history sometimes have to make a few educated guesses and I dare say some character choices. Ya know what I think? Even if Gary went off to fly? So the hell what?! My God, someone who owns a business having a little of commitment to family/life/living... IBM can't wait until the weekend is over? I'll show IBM where they can stick my foot... Bill Gates goes and runs off to buy lock stock and barrel 86-DOS - Killdall says it has code from CPM... Not only does Bill Gates make sure the 86-DOS people don't get money... He's now going to IBM with Killdalls own code! Gary didn't care...Well he did... He wanted to sue, company attorney said it wouldn't go anywhere... Whatever... Sell CPM and DOS, I'm going to win because I can program! - Except Bill Gates and IMB made sure the "choice" of DOS was 40 bucks... CPM? $240 - Oh and Bill Gates would later go on to say DOS was the biggest mistake he ever made.... The thing that is utterly responsible for what Microsoft became, which he bought from someone else, at the very least a clone of another OS.... Fuck you Bill Gates... You wrote BASIC, the only thing you ever did... Yes, a big deal... But no, without DOS Microsoft would never have risen to the top.
Or.... Did Gary ever truly prove it had code from CPM? He said so... Maybe it's just a really good bastard of a clone job....
I kind of go for Killdall's version of events because I watched the owner of this slowly dying company sit on a PBS show and interview countless computer people and owners of companies with the most genuine excitement you've ever seen from someone... He's just this computer nerd who was having fun. Anytime you hear from Steve Wozniack... Same deal... Jobs? There's the story he wanted to tell you, the story Apple shoves in your face, the story Apple fans eat up... Then there's a lot of other stories from a whole hell of a lot of people... Some have something against Steve... Other's, like the Woz, the greatest people on Earth...
Is judging history based on character make something true? No... But it is indeed one of oh so many things one should at least be bouncing around in their heads when considering what is truth. Jack Tramiel? I would neither put him at the top of shady leaders nor would I put him at the bottom of honest to a fault. Computers for the Masses... Not the Classes! - and remember everyone; that was his created legacy and everyone loves to eat that one up! - Because it's good! But if you look at it all, he's such an important figure... You may have created that phrase but there's no denying he made it come true. But he certainly did destroy dealer relations, an extraordinarily important thing in America, which Commodore so desperately tried to make right in the Amiga years... Because believe it or not Amiga fans; Commodore may have gone under in the 80's if they tried to sell the 500 at Toys R Us and compete with the NES... They needed their dealers!
Personality test? Anytime I see Jack talk... If he is a bastard underneath it all, he's a great liar... Though I am sure he had quite a grudge against the company he created kicking him out... As many others would. I know he was not involved with the Amiga deal at Atari, although I've of course read that... But he's not perfect... Commodore made some bad decisions, but they were not morons... Every single last one of us Amiga fans would have loved the ST if we happened to have gotten that instead of the Amiga and vice-versa...
Of all my memories concerning computer/console past.... I just can't point to you any hate I ever felt... I was just as awe struck when I saw my Uncle's DOS computer as I was with the Amiga or the C64... I was just as awe struck with the Apple II's in school... Monochrome displays! NES? Genesis? Super Nintendo? GameBoy? GameGear? YES YES YES GIVE ME THEM ALLLLLLL!!!!!!
Many years later when I commented to my father on how this DOS version of an Amiga game we used to play "I swear this looked better on the Amiga..." - His response? A simple and calm "Usually did..." There was no judgment or hate directed anywhere there. I believe he ended up buying Gateways simply because they bought the rights to Commodore/Escom... He still cared... But I remember him going to my Uncle's and being excited about his DOS games... and my Uncle being excited about our Amiga games... Where they both used to have a C64... Another Uncle had some kind of Mac... I seem to remember playing asteroids on it... That was fun...
The hate... I don't know... I think it actually stems from... Well.. I'm sorry to say... What would eventually become what we know today as forums... lol! Usenet groups! That's where the hate and judgment started! But believe me, they hated everyone that was not as great as them... Including other Amiga users! If you had an Amiga500 and you somehow got online?! - "WHAT ARE YOU DOING ON THAT THING?! EVERYONE HAS A 3000 NOW!!!!" - I shall go to my grave with that quote etched into my memory searching old usenet groups....
^ And by the way... That was the instant I let go of any hate that had been "created" inside of me over other companies like Atari... I started to hate Atari for not hanging themselves at the mere sight of the Amiga... Apple... DOS... When I saw a bunch of bastard usenet members create a mob and one after another attack an Amiga 500 user who should have been fucking PRAISED for getting online.... The hate for "companies" left me. I don't hate Microsoft... Don't hate Apple or Google... I certainly have opinions about many of them... But it's all so deep...
The truth is the best tellers of history have no desire to tell history. They're not going to make a YouTube video or anything else... Much like the people who would make the best politicians simply would NEVER attempt to run for office. I know my perspective is vastly different from many others... But ya know what? I absolutely believe a lot of the newer histories of the Amiga are utter garbage, I won't claim I could do better, but I will say I'd NEVER want to be associated with most of what I see... But it's pretty obvious right from the start what of these "histories" is going be another piece of junk click bait video... and ya know what? Sadly it's going to work on people... Fan boys... Kids...
But no matter how much Bill Gates and Steve Jobs attempted to sugar coat their existence... No matter how many die hard Apple fans eat it up... Yeah, you've got that Ashton Kutchar, arrogant actor playing arrogant owner and Apple sure loved that one... I know that wonderful human-being Woz, who to this day absolutely loves Steve Jobs... He said no, that movie was crap. Another movie comes out a few years later? Apple tries to scream that's it's junk... crap... Woz? They combined a few people together into one or another; but everything in that movie is something I was aware was going on. I could never give a speech and confront Steve like they show me doing... But I knew someone else did do such a thing.
In the end... We may all be surprised at what the few deep thinkers create... Perhaps long after we are gone the truth can be dug up from all the crap... To this very day people are doing it... The problem is the truth never sells... And the people creating such things are lazy, in it for the wrong reasons... But ya know... Sometimes it's the combination of fan boys and haters that when looked at from the outside let the unlookers understand that truth may not come from either side... But be in the middle... Or sometimes one side is right... Sometimes one person may be a lying bastard... Sometimes even the worst asshole might be telling the truth...
It's not easy caring about history... All I can tell you about myself is that I forever wonder... I'm forever scared I might have it wrong... But I'm oh so much happier being scared whenever I look at the people who are so sure. I never went around yelling at people saying Amiga emulators are defaulting into PAL, your videos SUCK! - I may have written a couple nice things when relevant, nobody cared... So I started to make my own videos... Sometimes others take notice.... It may be all for nothing in the end... It may take the world by storm... Or maybe in 200 years when we're all long gone someone happens to unearth my video in the sea of others and it simply plants an idea... They look into it... Suddenly America means a little bit more to the history... I care about history, I fear it will be lost, but in the end I wish to not have a heart attack over it... I have some weird faith in humanity... Who knows... You can both care about the future and still understand it's not going to matter for you, we'll all cease to exist sometime.
I remember watching documentaries in school about the not so old computer industry at the time... Perhaps it wouldn't be such a bad idea for people to find some of those old VHS tapes... But things are not that different... You had some where they got interviews from Bill Gates himself... Painting his version of things... You had others that said he was an evil bastard... You had some that tried to show both sides... I mean... does anyone really blame people who may have made some questionable decisions for not crying and saying they're sorry? I think Bill Gates may be now trying to repay his sins in his own way...
Some of those old docs I mentioned watching in the mid 90's in school? Some of them mentioned the Amiga believe it or not... And Atari... Some did not... I don't really tend to like Bill Gates and Steve Jobs, but it's not from a lack of them talking about themselves... But if I got a chance to sit down with Bill? With Steve before he died? Hell yes! And no, I would not for one second be a little bastard and bitch about the Amiga! I'd eat up whatever half truths they wish to tell me! Because I don't even truly hate them... I don't know them... They've done me no personal wrong... and in the end no matter how much I've seen, I could be wrong... Jack Trammiel gets up on state with a bunch of other legends and he's brilliant! Jay Miner? Didn't see much from him, died too soon... But what is there... Oh man he's another Woz without a doubt... Maybe a Killdall... I treasure that video with all of them together; we all need to eat that one up and study it... There is a LOT of truth in there... there are no malicious lies meant to hurt anyone, but indeed based on the sources, you can't just eat up everything... Bill Gates may have been a dick by saying he regretted DOS... Claiming Windows 95 was faster than 3.1, 98 faster than 95... blah blah... We can all still gain some truth watching that man speak. Jobs as well... But also Woz... Look into the departed like Killdall... Eat up real interviews with these people... Sadly... I don't believe the main designers of the ST line ever got a chance to make such a video... That's sad because I'd love it! I'd love to behind the scenes at Apple for the Apple II line, not the Mac! I'm not going to say Jobs was nothing more than a talking ass... The Mac may have been something of note... But before we point to the Amiga or Atari on that one... What about the Lisa? What about the upgraded Apple II's? Hell, I can remember being in front of a black and white mac and still being into it... cause it was a computer... and hey, it was black and white, but it did have nice resolution... Can't say I get it through...
That IMac thing? I never laughed so hard at a computer! When I first saw that thing I could not stop laughing! - Well, that sure got Apple out of their funk... And I was proudly using cassettes until 2008 outdoors via a walkman! - Because an IPod had an outrageous cost and I had more mix tapes than I knew what to do with! - Never did get an Ipod, but generic MP3 players I can't live without! It's possible to not like certain people and still give them credit...
- I don't know... Rambling... Because honestly... That's history for you! A bunch of back/forth.... Some documented facts combined with documented opinions combined with pure speculation and sometimes judgment... It should make everyone want to grab an Advil because if you're not juggling a thousand thoughts with both conviction as well as fear on your side... Then you're just not doing it right!